I really like the caller asking about Adderall while in recovery. I had a similar situation, started taking the pills (I think I had focalin, which was supposedly more resistant to abuse) as prescribed and before long I was eating about 17 a day. I told my psychiatrist I wanted to get off of them because I couldn’t handle it. He was astonished when I told him my dose. For me, it was more like “well duh what did you expect?” It’s amazing how people outside of the recovery world don’t get addict minds…